2011年的最后一天，迎接2012年的第一天^^

Going attend wedding dinner

That's my mum!xD

After attend wedding dinner,i went to my friends house countdown with them...While i reach there,i saw them were started to sing song,didn't wait me ...!!!Arghh..What kind of those friend,Just kidding...xD.....It's fun while beside them!:D

It's a beautiful firework...When i was watching the firework,my mind remind a lot person...I miss the memory with them,and i hope the memory will not lost....(Guess where the location we saw the firework)

That's right..We are at 1388there..Vertically i duno the location,just know at seremban 2 rasah kemayan there...We went the club ,and the pub at there...It's very amazing!!!Because their voice control ,have a lots person drunk,dance at there....Complicated also...

At the centre that girl is our friend,erm...vertically cannot say friends also,to me...Because i am not very know about her...But she is the dancer at there..Long time ago,she was student of chung hua high school=)

Julia(my best friend)....That day 31/12/2011,she was crazy!keep hanging my hand and say "PUSH YOUR HANDS UP!"...She hear the song of there and getting mad~~~Vertically me too..Body of myself cannot control..xD...PUB is a nice place to relax the mind,But let a lot people lost their self too..

2012/1/1.....We went to Jusco (seremban)there watching movies....We watching scary movies...It's very terrible and ridiculous...=.=

It's let me feel stress at anytime,The effect of the movies is too good also....><

That day have a lot ppl go jusco too,there say have discount...???Dunno?

Time past quickly,and money use quickly..

My age keep increase..Can decrease my age???I don't want getting old..= =

A Lonely Christmas...

12/25 Merry Christmas...

Today is a big celebrate day for everyone....Especially it is a special day for a couple ...It's a romantic day ...Anyway, today also can celebrate with family and friends also ..Vertically today i plan to celebrate with my cousin cherry and jackson them....But i thought i am wrong,they need to pass this christmas with their two only....Exclude me....Haiz...Before got friends date me for celebrate christmas with me....But i already decline it....I feel so regret,why i decline my friends,why my mind will think cherry want to celebrate with me???I feel so foolish of my own....She not a child anymore,she didn't so close with u like when we are childhood.....Anymore.....

Christmas,a lonely day to me ....Already can't celebrate with my gf...now....Because family is important to me then the friends,i decline my friends invitation to celebrate christmas together...Really feel regret for decline!If not....Now i already at outside celebrate with my buddies...-(.....Fxxx!!!!!!Feel angry....But not false of cherry also,but next time this kind of things will not occur anymore!......

Conclusion,i gonna off now....Feel so exhausted....Later say merry christmas to Creamy and then go to bed!:D......Merry christmas to everyone those are lonely or having fun....Have fun ya!^^

Christmas Is coming soon!:D

Christmas is coming soon!!!xD....

Count down 2 days!25/12.......this year i already know would not receive christmas present~

But nvm,i already got what i am wonder..Merry christmas to everyone is hope to get present ....^^......Santa always beside you,please pay attention for your surrounding~:D(i means parents)

This few days,keep headache...I think is because the new medicine of me intake not suitable for me...Cause me feel exhausted and headache....uncomfortable a whole day!= =

Fxxx off!!!When i am blogging now,feel my eyes very heavy ,,,,i gonna bed again~= =....

Today,already have a nap with 2 times!Wasting time!!!!=.=

Wat kind of doctor of that,izit him give me a medicine for sleep only...not for treat me???><

Anyway,Wish everyone have a nice and memorable christmas!Happy always!^.6

真的是最后一次了。。请珍重~！

在等待的同时，来一张大合照吧....那天还让我驾了朋友的车!:P

提早帮zixin庆祝生日！那天很开心哦^^

过后我们就去看chipmunk了！！！可爱的家伙！好爱他们哦！xD....从一开始看戏到结束我都没听过我的笑声，因为他们真的好可爱！:P.....carfield和xiao jing一直说我三八，问我做么一直笑xP

在我家准备出发了，打扮中!^^

不得不说，这个graduated night 办的很成功，虽然我没有很enjoy....可是那天的我也很开心，有人不舍得哭了呢.....虽然我也很不舍得，可是我已经没有不舍得到想哭的那种激动了。。。那天的大家都打扮得很帅气美丽呢？让我眼睛一亮，哈哈。。。跟你们在一起真得很开心，我真得很荣幸有你们。。。。哈哈，不知道要说什么了？？你们在我家一起玩的回忆我会永远记得的，怀念！:P.....

你们要加油哦，去台湾的/new zealand的/读UEC的。。。请你们一定要记得找我，不能忘记我。。。Love all of you!:D

等下要去Kl庆祝冬至了，吃汤圆!xD.....delicious^^......在Kl stay不懂到几时？但是要回来seremban复诊，看医生......sienz了...怎么要让我有这种病....-(

A Boring Holiday

Above photo the dogs ,two of both are my darling~xP...tHey quite cute for me,love them so much!Feel wanna pinch them at anytime!:P....Feel boring,then i took their photo and share it!^^

Armani exchange(brand of sunglasses)

Izit suitable to me?OK,no need answer me!I know the answer is yes!xP.....self talking~:P...

Watever,the most important is me like it!Finally,get a sunglasses with original ,not fake !Before brought a lot fake sunglasses have a lot problem occur after few weeks....

Hate it!But at now,i will treasure about this new/fresh/original sunglasses....because it is expensive to me for price of it!...But it is brought for when i am driving car to prevent the Uv ray and more easy to see the surrounding,drive carefully....-)

Very expect about 2 morrow,will celebrate birthday with my best friend-zixin!AFter that,18th have a annual dinner for graduated student!:D....i will attend with fully prepared !I want shock and attract all the girls for attend annual dinner!xP..

Conclusion,i will go KL stay until dunno when just back seremban....i want find my beloved grandmother,my lovely cousin...And many ppl !miss you all....want hug u all with tightly!^^....

Ok,gonna stop and going to bed...Feel sleepy~~~And thanks god for give me second chances to relationship with my gf-jia en ...love you !muackss!=)

我真的希望我们还是，唉~

看到这个照片的时候我又想起你啦！然后这两天我又看了一部戏，戏里面说的是一个男得对他的亲身弟弟的爱护及努力守护着对弟弟的承诺！真得很感动。。。幻想自己如果有一个那样的兄弟那该有多好？

还剩下两个星期就要开学了？不知道你再做什么？旅行吗？真想叫你记得买手信给我，可是我已经没有哪个资格了。想sms你可是却听朋友说你的电话有问题，看不到信息的。难道打给你咩？我部确定你还有没有生气我或是不屑。。。可是我发觉自己已经不生气你了，可能是时间的关系，我的执著的关系吧？我觉得憎恨一个认真的很累，我可没有那种耐度~

在这五年里，对我来说有三个很重要的兄弟。但是在我心里，最值得做兄弟的还是你。最好的朋友^^.....我也曾说过你对我来说是很特别的朋友，我还依然清晰地记得那时候我们一开始做朋友的时候=)。。现在回想起来也觉得好笑。。。。xP

2012年，我希望我们能再次认识彼此，从新做会兄弟。真的，我衷心的希望。。因为我害怕到了5月我去Kl念书就没时间回来找你们了。。我也很舍不得，但是路是自己的，还是得靠自己向前走！加油！Leon Low,u CAN dO it...hardworking and never give up accomplish Successful!

爱情真的不简单。

这几天，我翻覆想了很多关于我们之间的回忆。跟你在一起的日子真得很开心，完全不用伪装我自己。很多画面都在我的脑海里闪烁着、你的笑容、你害羞、你paiseh的样子:P

猪婆，其实你真得很好。只不过，我不想我们之间会存在着任何的秘密。虽然说有秘密是好的，可是当你有烦恼导致失眠的时候，你这就让我担心了。前天你信息我你说如果真心爱一个人是不需要考虑那么久的，可是说说下你又说到别的。。。很语无伦次。然而，我知道你本来sms我是想复合的，可是你却误会了我以为我想骂架。你又误以为我不明白你的意思，我明白的，只是我不知道怎样去表达？

我会害怕如果有一天你嫌弃我了？或是你找到另外一个更好的？我不是说对自己没信心，也不是说什么害怕痛苦。而是我更害怕我自己无法接受失去你。所以我希望你能真地考虑清楚，也许我也需要些时间让自己想想，让自己沉淀下自己的情绪。也给时间你考虑清楚我到底适不适合你？

心情很烦、所以说爱情让人喜又让人忧。。。佳恩，我在原地等你的回复。

原来这一切都只是一场美梦。

我们在一起的拍拖纪念日是9月18日。到了今天已经有88天了，而我从去年喜欢你到现在已经有348天，这些日子真得很谢谢你。很多时候我都走不出自己心里的那一关，但是因为你的一句话，我选择了勇敢与坚强的往前走，最后我都找到了出口。谢谢你，让我爱过你。

有时候，我会问自己为什么我会选择了你？但是、我相信爱是无法解释的。虽然我们不熟悉彼此的生活作息，不了解彼此的朋友。见面也只是那仅仅的两次二次而已，可是对我来说就已经很足够。你的声音真的能融化我的心。我真得很想更疼你，可是我相信这一切都已经不能了。

我问你为什么从来都不会主动找我？你说因为怕我忙？你有没有想过有时候我是忙再等你主动找我？而且两个人之间很多时候都是我一个人做主动，我问你是不是都没东西问我？你总说不懂要问什么？我发觉到自己真的无法改变你，我不是累！而是觉得无法改变你让你更爱我而已。

我昨天问你，两个人在一起需要的是担承，我希望你能做到。本来我觉得很幸运，你在两个小时后，你回复我说：“好哪，我改就是了。”但是当我问你，你真地做到吗？你这样做的目的是什么？是你还爱我还是你只是不习惯没我的陪伴？你却回复我你说你不懂？？哈哈，我真傻。。。你知不知道这句话真得很伤我的心？昨天我看到你在Fb的最新状态，你写:“想学起坚强,却怎么样也学不会”

我看到后我有信息你说:“如果你学不会坚强，至少还有我让你依靠。”可是你没回信，我想是人都想到什么事了吧？分手快乐，请祝我快乐。即使我不快乐，我也要假装自己是快乐的。我希望10天之内你能主动找我说你爱我而不是不习惯没我在你身旁。

佳恩，谢谢你。能爱过你真好。