Today is a big celebrate day for everyone....Especially it is a special day for a couple ...It's a romantic day ...Anyway, today also can celebrate with family and friends also ..Vertically today i plan to celebrate with my cousin cherry and jackson them....But i thought i am wrong,they need to pass this christmas with their two only....Exclude me....Haiz...Before got friends date me for celebrate christmas with me....But i already decline it....I feel so regret,why i decline my friends,why my mind will think cherry want to celebrate with me???I feel so foolish of my own....She not a child anymore,she didn't so close with u like when we are childhood.....Anymore.....
Christmas,a lonely day to me ....Already can't celebrate with my gf...now....Because family is important to me then the friends,i decline my friends invitation to celebrate christmas together...Really feel regret for decline!If not....Now i already at outside celebrate with my buddies...-(.....Fxxx!!!!!!Feel angry....But not false of cherry also,but next time this kind of things will not occur anymore!......
Conclusion,i gonna off now....Feel so exhausted....Later say merry christmas to Creamy and then go to bed!:D......Merry christmas to everyone those are lonely or having fun....Have fun ya!^^
