2012年3月27日星期二

胡思乱想是我的特性=3=

这张照片好sweet 啊!下次我一定要和我未来的女朋友拍一张~xDD

突然间想起和你拍拖那时候的情景,我们也是这样....
this picture let me remember the moment when i was relationship with u...
谢谢你,曾经出现过在我的生命里。
这一次,我需要真正的放下你了!



这两张照片都是在静思书迁拍的照片~那边真的是很舒服,无论是环境还是说那边的家具...都让我坐得不舍得回家。因为真得很kimochi!!!不过他的饮品都很贵...~=3=
不过如果说是去那里读书温习的话,真得很棒!!!:DD
因为够静!

PS:最近的心情不知道为什么?总是很情绪化....我不是要想多多,而是事实就是这样。
我没有想关于爱情或是友情这两个东西,即使我很重视这两样东西。
这两年来,我都一直在想着关于自己的前途..我怕自己选的路是错的....我怕我承受不起挫折....没有错!我就是那么软弱,因为我输不起。如果我输了,昂贵的学费又要缴一次...
而且其实我喜欢,感兴趣的。。。ACCOUNT&FINANCE并不是第一个选择,我喜欢的还有很多...歌手,演员,心理学,造型师....我都很喜欢的...只不过,我有选择读account&finance的理由...

1)歌手,演员,这两个得路太难走,我没有哪个觉悟去面对。
2)心理学,这个嘛....因为我怕以后没什么出路,而且我怕以后会遇到很多奇怪的人,打扰了我自己的世界= =
3)造型师,其实那么多之中我对这个最感兴趣!因为我喜欢帮人家打扮得漂亮,帅气的..只不过好像没有什么学院读这个的...我只是要读造型而已,不过多出什么造型设计= =.....我的画工很差,而且如果只是要读造型..好像只有台湾有的读...所以就放弃了...-(


SUNWAY开课的时间是7月..那这段时间我要做什么?
一直在想着这个问题...我想去实习时西先...
1)不如说去银行做啊..不过银行好像不请没文凭的...不知道,找不到人问><
2)我也想买衣服几个月,可是却找不到自己喜欢的店..-(
3)最后一个就是去做clerk咯...小会计...~我相信也能学到东西....哪怕只有一点点....
4)不过现在最担心的是我的英文而已,我觉得自己的英文不够好!!!

要再再再improve自己的英文!!!至少跟别人沟通的方面没问题!
加油!!不写了..很累...-(






2012年3月25日星期日

The Last Decision!

The last Saturday i was went to the education fair and SUNway university open day..i Had ask a lot of information for study details,fees and the program..The first time i visit the sunway university,it was huge!!!The Sunway university so huge!and students of there were polite,knowledge and smile always=)

But their fees for completely the whole courses is so expensive,and expensive than the UCSI university..i suppose to study there though...But i worry for my parents,don't know them can handle or not?i worry them too stress and pressure for the payment of it...-(
After,the last sunday i was went to the UCSI university with my parents by KTM..While i was reach there,they need me to register first...Then,they gave me a passport to looked around the campus and ask for the detail..i had ask a lot information about the courses i suppose to study,the whole courses fees is cheaper than the Sunway university!In the fact,the sunway university is the university fees most expensive in malaysia,i think...

Finally,i reached my home..i ask for my parents again..Although i  prefer for the sunway university,but their fees is huge and expensive..And ucsi not bad,fees cheaper than sunway oso..I already consider for a long time..Before i was prefer for the UCSI,But after i look around the sunway university...I prefer SUNWAY!Great surrounding and near my grandmothers house..

After discussing with parents,the last decision is study in SUNWAY UNIVERSITY!!!
I'm so grateful and thankful for my parents,because they let me choose the university i suppose to study by my own self..Thanks GOD AND MY PARENTS...
  




Sunway UNiversity,the new School i start my study life..Is  another life i prepare to walk in..Cheers up for me!i will word hard to suitable for the surrounding ,courses and people of there..Won't let my parents feel disappointed to me!Wait for JULY!:D 



2012年3月21日星期三

Today is the day receive SPM Result..!

Today is the day receive SPM result,i'm wake up early!
Because i'm nervous and feel a bit of exciting!Almost 12.30pm i reach school suppose to receive my result..
But after i reach there,my friend tell me still can't receive Spm result..Oh my gosh,are you know i'm very nervous!Still want me to wait ??I can't bear anymore!!!

Finally,friends and me get our result!
I get "A" of my account subject!The only one "A"...And my bahasa melayu ,bahasa english,ekonomi Get D~Feel so disappointed and sad....Because i was try had to learn it before,But get the respond like this so terrible??Sejarah get "E"...And pedidikan seni visual,pedidikan moral Get "C"....Others,science,bahasa cina and mathematics get "B"...Actually ,i'm not satisfaction for my result..Especially subject melayu and english!!!
Get 'D'..!!!I am worry about i 'm not suitable for the requirement of the university..

aston and me,
Good luck to you friend..
Take good care at new zealand!:D

My result!:D

shirou and me!

sher yu and me!

azeem with me!
dude,i'm so miss the time with you..~
long time didn't see you,u become more mature already!Hope after we are separate go for study in college or university,we are still remember each other!

You are my best friend !everlasting!:D^^ 

samuel with me!
He get 8 'A' and 2 'B'...
It's so amazing !!!I'm So jealous of him!>.<

The result of samuel!
I post this pic to FACEBOOK,a lot ppl press like and have friend ask me...Are me joking???xDD..
when i see the comment,i laugh !!!can't stop of my laughing!!!
Because it's too funny!:PP

But,i have something to worry...I'm worry about my future,and don't know the university approve me for their student or not???I'm so nervous for my university life,hope my result is qualify to let me intake!Just now i reach home,i search in internet of university monash,UCSI,and Sunway!
But the final conclusion,whether i study in which university...i need to take a additional english course also~I don't know i can't handle it or not?Because need to study 1 more subject??Haiz..is difficult to learn english !

But,i  make a decision already just now!
Tomorrow,Is the first day ,
i will start to read newspaper,magazine,story book in english !
Because i want to improve my english,next time easily handle in university!
Cheers up to me!T.T

Although It's so disappointed to my result,
But i can register for get my LCCI certificate ...Because i get A of my SPM result,but it's certificate oinbahasa melayu...Can't get certificate in bahasa english....Too pity of this!

OK!i'm going to bed!Feel exhausted!Because didn't  sleeping well before~ 
GOOnilght World!^^

2012年3月18日星期日

A Joyful Days..=)

The last thursday,i stayed at my cousin house for 3 days..The first day, i was hang out with my cousins...We went to the pyramid RED BOX ,sang song at there...I was sang a lot songs,feel so excited and can't take a rest..xDD..Supposed to sing again and again!Non-stop!=)

 panda with me=)
 xiao wei with me=)
 Ps: became pretty already,straight hair!

The last Friday,i was hang out with others cousin..We went to the 1 utama,i brought a lot things...And we shopping a half day...On the way,we went to played to sniper shot!:D
Fei loon-Taken by me

 That's me!Not bad!:PP

We have our lunch,at "wang jiao"...I had my lunch-cheese chicken with my cousin,IT was delicious!!!:D 

STICKY..
I brought to mum,because she never ate this..And taste of it not bad..=)
Seremban not sales this,so i brought at KL!


Sticky,ignore me the ugly face=3=

OH MY GOD,left 3 days,SPM result is launch!!!Feel so exciting and worry,complicated feeling..
I hope can get the great result to improve to university..And this few days,i am consider about which university suitable to me?Because i suppose to study account&finance,need to find the university are professional teaching business...Suggest by the senior are Sunway university ,monage university ...These kind of university,i still consider about it...If i study these university,then how i explain to public?Because before i told them i will studies in UCSI university,located cheras there..

Erm..AFter consider,i will tell in public..Wait for me!:D
Others,i'm make a decision already,decided to buy I-Phone 4s!I don't want to wait i-phone 5 anymore,i can't bear already!!!!!And i-phone 4s have many creative and beautiful cover!I thought i will buy a lot cover above rm100!xDD....After buy i-phone 4s,i will record a movies.....Choose a song ,cover by me !And post to youtube,share at fb!Please expect it,And hope have a good respond!:D

2012年3月13日星期二

拉人气!^~^



这个是我的个人profile,4473个朋友。
即使拥有多的朋友,可是也没可能全部是真实朋友。很多都是加了以后都没联络的,当你有事的时候,也不见得会有多少个人来帮你?这世界上只要相信自己就好,知道吗?=)




这个是我的专业,虽然说是专业,可是我只是拿来当交朋友的另外一个管道。我不是明星歌星,也不帅也不瘦,没资格有粉丝。我只想找到些朋友能和我分享我的愉快和悲伤。这个专业开了四年,真希望能增加多点人..现在才1642而已=3=

没办法,我就是没有哪个美国时间去多认识其他人,也没有名人们的帅气,也不是很会哄别人开心....其实,这个帖子我是些爽的...因为我的部落格也没有多少各访客。

写完了,我现在要Edit photo了,GOODBYE!^^

2012年3月10日星期六

Midvalley+领悟



台湾小吃,我吃的这个set..老实说,很普通。而且那几个虾实在是硬=3=

steven and samuel

紫薇,其实跟你不是很熟。因为彼此的共同朋友很少,再加上不同班。可是我知道你是个好女孩=)..不要骄傲啊,飞机婆:PP...你的性格真得很像我之前的女朋友,属于很被动的类型,而且和一般的女孩很不同= =....赫赫,很难解释。可是我觉得一般的男朋友都应该不能接受吧,除非对方只是拿你来赛时间...自己想想我说的话吧,朋友=)..
下次约你出去阿,你说你载我的,别放飞机:PP

今天在midvalley,我们六个人去。包括julia,因为她迟来,所以没出现在镜头...我看到了很多很好看的衣服啊,裤子啊,底裤啊..可是没钱买-(...而且我还看到leopard的短裤!超爱,可是价钱是RM159....=3=..下次拉妈妈去买给我,而且还要去TOPMEN!=)

今天听说了一些事...,让我百思不得其解?
为什么现在的年轻人(19岁以下)
那么容易就搞上了,真得那么缺吗?

男的固然有错,但是我不明白女的为什么会答应?
明知道如果做了这些事,
就不能回头,
还傻傻地脱下了彼此的保护衣?

虽然我跟你们不能称得上是朋友,可是我听到了还是觉得很惊讶.想不到我认识的人竟然是这样的...只能说我走眼了..

不过,我也能理解了某些东西。可是却不能公开说出来。因为我知道什么叫做:“物以类聚”了?我真得很失望,看到这些人,Haiz..

你们知道吗?当男生上了女生之前,有想过后果吗?如果没有,请不要乱来。没有经济能力,没有事业,还年轻,为什么要毁了自己,也毁了别人家的宝贝女儿。如果你真得那么缺爱的话,不如你自己打飞机给自己爽,也不要害了别人(请容许我的粗鲁)....因为每个女人最美的时候就是在怀孕的时候,老公在身旁陪伴着,听听自己的亲身孩子的声音...那种感觉真得很温馨,我梦寐以求的。可是这都一定要具备了经济能力之后才能行。

女人最美的时候不是穿婚纱的时候,而是她们怀孕摸着自己肚皮笑着的时候^ ^

2012年3月8日星期四

唱K唱翻了!!!^ ^ (可是..)



在出发之前先拍张自恋照:PP

yeah!peace!!!=)

哟!开始唱歌了!xDD

他们唱歌的同时,没唱的就拍照=)

请叫我罗老大....^ ^

with julia!:P

rabbit is here!xDD

with steven,long time didn't find him already..Because exam ..=)
new friend,samuel!..english course friend..
大合照...=)

本来我的车可以坐多一个人的,可是没人要去= =
所以就剩下我们四个人去咯...唱得很爽。。点了很多首歌,连续下去都是我点的..xDD...
他们很多首都不会,因为我听得歌都很悲的,你们当然不懂><
可是唯一不满的是因为我们去了从未去过的K-BOX...哪里知道,很多新歌他们都没update..弄到我很多都没唱到...不过我唱到是满爽的!我终于不再害怕当和朋友唱K的时候,发挥到原本的水准了。很好!=)...唱了三个小时,喉咙都还没痛。证明了有进步,比较会用丹田了。不过对我来说还唱不够,还想在唱!!!!!T3T

没关系,下次和pet pet,阿屎,J teng去唱!;PP

PS:今天听到julia说某些东西让我感到有一点点的伤心。因为你问起了我的近况。
如果你真的在乎我紧张我这个朋友的话,
那么你就不应该从我朋友口中问我的消息,
你应该直接来问我?

因为,我也想知道你过得好不好?
想主动找你却那有哪个勇气。
因为怕你又胡思乱想= =

总有一天我会再找你的,因为我的书在你那边。今天回去学校,不知道你有没有看到我的车,不过我看到你还是没变...我们已经好久不见,好久没一起聊天。我知道我们已经不能像初二那样,那么的天真一起聊心事。真怀念那时候的时光,虽然明知道已经不能回到以前。所以我也不奢望什么,还是那句,只希望再我去CHERAS读书之前的这些日子能和你多相处。你也不要想到我会喜欢你,就算我要搞gay也不会找你的好吗?= =(打个比方)

要睡觉了,明天还要补习啊!两堂课!1点到4点,又要说英文了:PP
过后星期六就去sunway!!!expect for it!^^





2012年3月5日星期一

这辈子,永远不会忘记的一个人。

这几天我从我的柜子里找出这部戏,名字很难写。
不过很好看,有些部分很感人。尤其是主角对某个人的不舍不弃,明明对方还是害他的,是敌人。但是,因为主角认为他和那个人很像。他们的共同点就是他们的寂寞是一样的。当对方开始放弃自己,希望自己能孤独一个人。主角却用了真诚来感动了对方,对方终于释怀了。他们俩整天在一起,形影不离。可是到了最后..

左边的已经死了。就是主角所重视的人。主角因为知道他时日无多,尽量帮他完成了最后的愿望。看到这,我真的打从心里的感动。虽然他们都是男得,不过我相信他们应该不是gay的..只是很重视彼此,因为都觉得对方很孤单,希望给彼此一个依靠,一个能相信能谈心的人。


PS:今天下午看到这部戏,我想起了他。刚刚和朋友yamcha回来,在车上听了A Lin的“给我一个理由忘记”....也是想起了他。虽然这首歌是给情侣分手的..=3=...不过歌词真的很触动心灵,很感动..虽然我知道自己应该不要再想关于他和我之前的事,只不过我是那种拿得起放不下的人。你叫我狠心,我不行。或许我对情这一类的东西很执著吧?昨天,我就是为了公公哭了。哭了接近1个小时...因为什么事我不想说,总之我是个很重感情的人,可能就是因为重感情,让自己遍体鳞伤...不过也没办法,这就是我...改不掉=3=。。。我会学着残忍,忘记掉一切不开心地回忆..不过也只是尽量><...陈建仁,你是我这辈子永远都不会忘记的一个人,我当你是知己!

明天又要补习,两堂课..=3=..要努力学习,因为学费很贵...-(...要写出来那些学过又不会的单子了,觉得自己在说话方面比较放了...继续加油!努力学习,下次就能和外国人交朋友!^.^

晚安=)

2012年3月2日星期五

我为自己的头发上了颜色!^ ^



Original 的我=)

我在和发型师讨论要染那个发色好?

拍一张照留恋先!=)

Blek!染发中:PP

黄色?!OMG!O.o

alan and samuel..

差不多完成了!

julia剪好了!不错=)

完成了,和julia来张合照!:P
再来张合照=)

回到家了,开始自恋了!看照片吧?^ ^
眼镜+眼睛+cons....
很久没动的吉他!= =
碰!杀死你xPP
又来一张和李民浩的合照!^ ^


今天早上9点就起来去cambridge补习了,累死了!=3=
那么早就起来..今天补习还要跟老师诉说故事...全程用英文,我跟老师说的故事tittle是The Bond..
跟老师说了初二的不开心的事情,不过我想我已经没事了,因为再不开心都已经免疫了。一个人不能伤我超过三次,三次过后我就麻痹了...=3=

过后就和julia,alan and samuel一起去saloon了。我染头发,julia剪头发,alan and samuel就等我们等了很久。我的头发从2点下午弄到下午4点。2个小时,我坐在那里都闷骚了....还有不好意思要让samuel和alan等..><

大家觉得我染了比较好看?还是原本黑发的我比较好看啊?我还是比较喜欢黑头发的自己咧?或许是我自己不习惯吧?怎么办?怕大家都觉得不好看?T.T

明天外婆生日,爸妈没回,我有回去。我怕回到去吓倒他们,还有被别人说是非。唉,不管了。我还需要做cambridge老师给我的功课阿...>.<